Reconciliation was completed in 2004. My mother died near the end of 2003. Sixteen years later, I can see the beginnings of a search for spiritual development and release from pain and overwhelming grief. I see a genetic landscape, mitochondria, DNA and cellular structures. I see areas of activation and complete emotional block. In 2004 I understood this piece to be about reconciliation between myself and one of my closest friends, but it is was actually a surrender to myself and a search for new neural and emotional pathways to find a new way through living with death.